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[09 Jul 2005|06:18pm] |
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mood |
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music |
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Some Girls |
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My name is Amber Leigh DeLorme. But I don't think you know who I am.
-I really don't like half the people I pretend to like. -I don't drink as much as you would like to think. (I lie a lot too.) -I don't have as much sex as you think I do. -I'm not as sad as you think I am -I'm not as happy as you think I am ether. -I'm not the player most of you thought I was back in the day. -I really was lonely. -I really still am. -I miss knowing who my real friends are. -I miss feeling wanted. -I never loved them. -I wanted to. (but I let myself get treated like shit each time.) -I'm not as cute as you say I am. -And I'm not weak. Not anymore.
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(16 Ring out the gong again | Carve out this hymn in skin)
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